Daily Archives: October 5, 2008

Lost.

We piled onto a pontoon boat and went to a waterside restaurant last night for appetizers and drinks. There was a bunch of us and baby it flowed.

But I noticed something that is creeping into me. I don’t have any friends anymore. I mean I have friends but not friends that I would call every day and hang out with.  

At one point I realized I was sitting by myself at the bar while Carol and her friends shot the shit and their husbands sat outside smoking cigars. I didn’t fit.

When I brought up my lack of friends with Carol tonight over dinner she cheerfully reminded me I’m a lonely fuck that never wants to do anything so I deserve it.